Wednesday, March 18, 2020


I SPIT ON YOUR GRAVE 2

Steven R. Monroe
USA, 2013


I SPIT ON YOUR GRAVE

Steven R. Monroe
USA, 2010
VIRGINIA WOOLF
Mrs. Dalloway
____________________

And it was awfully strange, he thought, how she still had the power, as she came tinkling, rustling, still had the power as she came across the room, to make the moon, which he detested, rise at Bourton on the terrace in the summer sky. 

Tuesday, March 17, 2020


FINAL CUT

Joe Reizer
USA, 2019

THE COOL KIDS

Jamall J Robinson and Rock Jacobs
USA, 2016
HAROLD PINTER
One For The Road
____________________

Do you think we have nuns upstairs?

Monday, March 16, 2020


TEMPTATION

Richard J. Mohr
UK, 2018
PIZZA

Karthik Subbaraj
India (Tamil), 2010
SAMUEL R. DELANY
The Mad Man
____________________

Suppose I was researching, not the life of some genius philosopher with his books and articles and a wake of articulate friends and acquaintances, but rather, a homeless kid in and out of mental hospitals for chronic masturbation and indecent exposure? … How would I even start?

Sunday, March 15, 2020


SLEEPAWAY CAMP

Robert Hiltzik
USA, 1983

-

Thank you, Anita Bryant. You fucking piece of shit.

THE SLUMBER PARTY MASSACRE

Amy Jones
USA, 1982
SUSAN ERTZ
____________________

Millions long for immortality who do not know what to do with themselves on a rainy Sunday afternoon.

Saturday, March 14, 2020

CZESŁAW MIŁOSZ
“And Yet the Books”

And yet the books will be there on the shelves, separate beings,
That appeared once, still wet
As shining chestnuts under a tree in autumn,
And, touched, coddled, began to live
In spite of fires on the horizon, castles blown up,
Tribes on the march, planets in motion.
“We are,” they said, even as their pages
Were being torn out, or a buzzing flame
Licked away their letters. So much more durable
Than we are, whose frail warmth
Cools down with memory, disperses, perishes.
I imagine the earth when I am no more:
Nothing happens, no loss, it’s still a strange pageant,
Women’s dresses, dewy lilacs, a song in the valley.
Yet the books will be there on the shelves, well born,
Derived from people, but also from radiance, heights.

VERÓNICA

Paco Plaza
Spain, 2017

Friday, March 13, 2020

TEXAS DEATH TRIPPIN'

Robbie Lopex
USA, 2019
BADASS MONSTER KILLER

Darin Wood
USA, 2015



Bitch, please. 


Baikal Nomads
MIXTAPE 34
Steffen Kirchhoff

Downtempo / Electronic / Multicultural / Ethnic / Deep House


MAE WEST

____________________


I’ll try anything once, twice if I like it, three times to make sure.

Thursday, March 12, 2020


UNCUT GEMS

Benny Safdie and Josh Safdie
USA, 2018

Lessons on Leadership
by Donnie J. Trump

(Only applies to black leaders.)
SAMUEL BECKETT
The Unnamable
_____________________

Method or no method I shall have to banish them in the end, the beings, things, shapes, sounds and lights with which my haste to speak has encumbered this place.

Wednesday, March 11, 2020


LET THE CORPSES TAN
-
LAISSEZ BRONZER LES CADAVRES

Hélène Cattet and Bruno Forzani
Belgium, 2017
PIER PAOLO PASOLINI
____________________

Discovery of the void brings with it new implications: not only that they must continue on in their actions and diligence, no longer considered as duties but as gratuitous, senseless routines, but also the exhilarating realization that all is nothing but a game.

Tuesday, March 10, 2020

CARL SAGAN
____________________

If it can be destroyed by the truth, it deserves to be destroyed by the truth.

-

DOROTHY ALLISON
____________________

If it’s true, I have the absolute right to terrify you with it.

THE STRANGE COLOR OF YOUR BODY'S TEARS
-
L'ÉTRANGE COULEUR DES LARMES DE TON CORPS

Hélène Cattet and Bruno Forzani
Belgium, 2013

Monday, March 9, 2020


AMER

Hélène Cattet and Bruno Forzani
Belgium, 2009

Om Gan Ganapataye Namo Namah
Shree Siddhi Vinayak Namo Namah
Ashtavinayak Namo Namah
Ganapati Bappa Moraya


Sunday, March 8, 2020


THE DESCENT: PART 2

Jon Harris
UK, 2009

THE DESCENT

Neil Marshall
UK, 2006

THE YEAR-ROUND HOOPHOUSE
Polytunnels for All Seasons and Climates

Pam Dawling

SAMUEL BECKETT
Happy Days

Strange feeling that someone is looking at me. I am clear, then dim, then gone, then dim again, then clear again, and so on, back and forth, in and out of someone’s eye.


Saturday, March 7, 2020

ELDRIGE CLEAVER
____________________

You don’t have to teach people how to be human.

You have to teach them how to stop being inhuman.

Friday, March 6, 2020

PIER PAOLO PASOLINI
____________________

The Church is the merciless heart of the State.


Baikal Nomads
MIXTAPE 33
Chingis

Deep House / Ethnic / World / Multiculture / Electronic


MUSIC OF A DISTANT DRUM
Classical Arabic, Persian, Turkish, and Hebrew Poems

Bernard Lewis

Thursday, March 5, 2020

OLIVER SACKS
Gratitude
____________________

I thought I would die at 41, when I had a bad fall and broke a leg while mountaineering alone. I splinted the leg as best I could and started to lever myself down the mountain, clumsily, with my arms. In the long hours that followed, I was assailed by memories, both good and bad. Most were in a mode of gratitude — gratitude for what I had been given by others, gratitude too that I had been able to give something back.

At nearly 80, with a scattering of medical and surgical problems, none disabling, I feel glad to be alive — “I’m glad I’m not dead!” sometimes bursts out of me when the weather is perfect. (This is in contrast to a story I heard from a friend who, walking with Samuel Beckett in Paris on a perfect spring morning, said to him, “Doesn’t a day like this make you glad to be alive?” to which Beckett answered, “I wouldn’t go as far as that.”) I am grateful that I have experienced many things — some wonderful, some horrible — and that I have been able to write a dozen books, to receive innumerable letters from friends, colleagues, and readers, and to enjoy what Nathaniel Hawthorne called ‘an intercourse with the world.’

-

EURYTHMICS
from "I've Got a Lover (Back in Japan)"
____________________

I've got a lover back in japan
He's got tattoos
He's my Superman
I try to call him up from time to time
We can talk about the weather
Is the weather fine?

WINTER KILLS

William Richart
USA, 1979

Wednesday, March 4, 2020


INHERITANCE

Laura E. Davis and Jessica Kaye
USA, 2017

HATRED

Brian Patrick Butler
USA, 2015

EMIL CIORAN
The Trouble with Being Born
____________________

Suffering makes you live time in detail, moment after moment. Which is to say that it exists for you: over the others, the ones who don't suffer, time flows, so that they don't live in time, in fact they never have.


Tuesday, March 3, 2020


EMIL CIORAN

The Trouble with Being Born
____________________

A book is a suicide postponed.


Monday, March 2, 2020


A TALE OF TWO SISTERS
-
장화, 홍련

Kim Jee-woon
Korea, 2003
PIER PAOLO PASOLINI

I am not interested in deconsecrating: this is a fashion I hate, it is petit-bourgeois. I want to reconsecrate things as much as possible, I want to re-mythicize them.

Sunday, March 1, 2020

BILL GATES
TED Interview - March 24, 2020
____________________

There really is no middle ground, and it’s very tough to say to people: "Hey, keep going to restaurants, go buy new houses, ignore that pile of bodies over in the corner. We want you to keep spending because there’s maybe a politician who thinks GDP growth is all that counts."

Saturday, February 29, 2020


Acid Trip Stages / Phases & LSD Dosage Guide | Length of Acid Trips

EMIL CIORAN
____________________

No one can enjoy true freedom without trembling.

Friday, February 28, 2020



Baikal Nomads
MIXTAPE 32
Sadhu Sensi

Downtempo / Electronic / Multicultural / Ethnic / Deep House

LAL DED

This body that you’re fussing over, this body that you’re beautifying, this body that you’re wearing to the party, this body will end as ash.

Thursday, February 27, 2020

ANDRZEJ ŻUŁAWSKI

To please the majority is the requirement of the Planet Cinema. As far as I'm concerned, I don't make a concession to viewers, these victims of life, who think that a film is made only for their enjoyment, and who know nothing about their own existence.

Monday, February 24, 2020

A poem as lovely as a tree:
As the night wind blows, the boughs move to and fro.
The rustling, the magic rustling that brings on the dark dream.
The dream of suffering and pain.
Pain for the victim, pain for the inflicter of pain.
A circle of pain, a circle of suffering.
Woe to the ones who behold the pale horse.

Sunday, February 23, 2020

Friday, February 21, 2020



Baikal Nomads
MIXTAPE 31
Deep Filip

Ethnic / World / Electronic / Deep House / Multicultural / Downtempo


Monday, February 17, 2020


LA VAMPIRE NUE
-
THE NUDE VAMPIRE

Jean Rollin
France, 1970


REQUIEM POUR UN VAMPIRE
-
REQUIEM FOR A VAMPIRE

Jean Rollin
France, 1971

Sunday, February 16, 2020


HEDWIG AND THE ANGRY INCH

John Cameron Mitchell

Portland Center Stage at The Armory
In the Ellyn Bye Studio
128 NW Eleventh Ave
Portland, OR 97209

Saturday, February 15, 2020

LE VIOL DU VAMPIRE
-
THE RAPE OF THE VAMPIRE

Jean Rollin
France, 1968

LE FRISSON DES VAMPIRES
-
SHIVER OF THE VAMPIRES

Jean Rollin
France, 1970

Wednesday, February 12, 2020


EMIL CIORAN
The Trouble with Being Born
____________________

I know that my birth is fortuitous, a laughable accident, and yet, as soon as I forget myself, I behave as if it were a capital event, indispensable to the progress and equilibrium of the world.


Tuesday, February 11, 2020

PIER PAOLO PASOLINI
From Selected Poems

The birds sang in the dust
in an elaborate weave, ambiguous,
deafening, prey to existence

poor passions lost between the modest
summits of groves of mulberry and elder;
and I, like them, in secluded places

reserved for the lost and pure,
would wait for evening to fall,
for the silent smells of fire

and joyous misery to fill the air,
for the Angelus bell to toll, veiled
in the new peasant mystery

fulfilled in the ancient mystery.

Monday, February 10, 2020

GEORGE HARRISON

If everyone who had a gun just shot themselves, there wouldn’t be a problem.

-

It can never be said ofter enough, or loud enough.

Sunday, February 9, 2020


FERNANDO PESSOA
____________________

Literature is the most agreeable way of ignoring life.


Saturday, February 8, 2020


EMIL CIORAN

A Brief History of Decay
____________________

His power to adore is responsible for all his crimes: A man who loves a god unduly forces other men to love his god, eager to exterminate them if they refuse.


Friday, February 7, 2020



Baikal Nomads
MIXTAPE 29
Noy Ara

Ethnic / Chillout / Electronic / Chillout / Techno / Downtempo

Thursday, February 6, 2020


THE MAN IN THE HIGH CASTLE
Season 2

Philip K. Dick, Frank Spotnitz, Daniel Percival
USA, 2016
AWA KENZO
Zen Bow, Zen Arrow

In the dojo, aim for truth.
At home, aim for harmony.
At work, aim for progress.
Among friends, aim for trust.
In the world, aim for sincerity.


Wednesday, February 5, 2020


TERRORE NELLO SPAZIO
-
PLANET OF THE VAMPIRES

Mario Bava
Italy, 1965
TALLULAH BANKHEAD

It's the good girls who keep diaries; the bad girls never have the time.


Tuesday, February 4, 2020

PIER PAOLO PASOLINI

Once life is finished it acquires a sense; up to that point it has not got a sense; its sense is suspended and therefore ambiguous.

THE MAN IN THE HIGH CASTLE
Season 1

Philip K. Dick, Frank Spotnitz, Daniel Percival
USA, 2015

Monday, February 3, 2020


LA DONNA DEL LAGO
-
THE POSSESSED

Luigi Bazzoni, Franco Rossellini
Italy, 1965



THE LEGEND OF THE HOLY DRINKER

Ernanno Olni
Italy, 1988
HALLDÓR LAXNESS
Independent People

It’s a useful habit never to believe more than half of what people tell you, and not to concern yourself with the rest. Rather keep your mind free and your path your own.
RADCLYFFE HALL
"On the Hill-Side"

          A Memory

You lay so still in the sunshine,
So still in that hot sweet hour—
That the timid things of the forest land
Came close; a butterfly lit on your hand,
Mistaking it for a flower.

You scarcely breathed in your slumber,
So dreamless it was, so deep—
While the warm air stirred in my veins like wine,
The air that had blown through a jasmine vine,
But you slept—and I let you sleep.

Sunday, February 2, 2020


TEOREMA

Pier Paolo Pasolini
Italy, 1969
PIER PAOLO PASOLINI

I am black with love
neither boy nor nightingale
perfectly whole as a flower
I desire without impulse

OEPIPUS REX

Pier Paolo Pasolini
Italy, 1967
WISŁAWA SZYMBORSKA
"Negative"

In the dun-colored sky
A cloud even more dun-colored
With the black outline of the sun.

To the left, that is, to the right
A white cherry branch with black flowers.

On your dark face, light shadows.
You have sat down at a small table
And laid your grayed hands on it.

You give the impression of a ghost
Who attempts to summon the living.

(Because I'm still counted among them,
I should appear and knock:
Good night, that is, good morning,
Farewell, that is, hello.
Not being stingy with questions to any answer
If they concern life,
That is, the storm before the calm.)


Translated by Joanna Trzeciak

Saturday, February 1, 2020


LA MASCHERE DEL DEMONIO
-
BLACK SUNDAY

Mario Bava
Italy, 1960



1917

Sam Mendes
UK/USA, 2019
WILFRED OWEN
"Futility"

Move him into the sun—
Gently its touch awoke him once,
At home, whispering of fields unsown.
Always it woke him, even in France,
Until this morning and this snow.
If anything might rouse him now
The kind old sun will know.

Think how it wakes the seeds—
Woke, once, the clays of a cold star.
Are limbs so dear-achieved, are sides
Full-nerved,—still warm,—too hard to stir?
Was it for this the clay grew tall?
—O what made fatuous sunbeams toil
To break earth's sleep at all?