Friday, June 21, 2019

MARK IRWIN - “In Autumn”

When within ourselves in autumn we feel the autumn
I become very still, a kind of singing, and try to move
like all things green, in one direction, when within ourselves
the autumn moves, thickening like honey, that light we smear
on faces and hands, then touch the far within one another,
something like autumn, and I think when those who knew
the dead, when they fall asleep, then what, then what in autumn
when I always feel I’m writing in red pencil on a piece
of paper growing in thickness the way a pumpkin does,
traveling at fantastic speed toward orange, toward rot, when
in autumn I remember that we are cold-smitten as I continue
smearing red on this precipice, this ledge of paper over which
I lean, trying to touch those I love, their bodies rusting

as I keep writing, sketching their red hands, faces lusting for green.





Thursday, June 20, 2019

JOHN FOWLES from The French Lieutenant’s Woman

You do not even think of your own past as quite real; you dress it up, you gild it or blacken it, censor it, tinker with it … fictionalize it, in a word, and put it away on a shelf - your book, your romanced autobiography. We are all in the flight from the real reality. That is the basic definition of Homo sapiens.




Wednesday, June 19, 2019

JEAN RENOIR -  “Complainte de la butte”
La lune trop blême
Pose un diadème
Sur tes cheveux roux
La lune trop rousse
De gloire éclabousse
Ton jupon plein d'trous 
La lune trop pâle
Caresse l'opale
De tes yeux blasés
Princesse de la rue
Soit la bienvenue
Dans mon cœur blessé 
Les escaliers de la butte sont durs aux miséreux
Les ailes des moulins protègent les amoureux 
Petite mandigote
Je sens ta menotte
Qui cherche ma main
Je sens ta poitrine
Et ta taille fine
J'oublie mon chagrin 
Je sens sur tes lèvres
Une odeur de fièvre
De gosse mal nourri
Et sous ta caresse
Je sens une ivresse
Qui m'anéantit 
Les escaliers de la butte sont durs aux miséreux
Les ailes des moulins protègent les amoureux 
Mais voilà qu'il flotte
La lune se trotte
La princesse aussi
Sous le ciel sans lune
Je pleure à la brune
Mon rêve évanoui


Tuesday, June 18, 2019

PEMA CHÖDRÖN

As human beings we are as impermanent as everything else is. Every cell in the body is continuously changing. Thoughts and emotions rise and fall away unceasingly. When we’re thinking that we’re competent or that we’re hopeless—what are we basing it on? On this fleeting moment? On yesterday’s success or failure? We cling to a fixed idea of who we are and it cripples us. Nothing and no one is fixed.

 

A tour of Limestone Permaculture Farm in New South Wales, Australia. Brett Cooper manages the 1-acre property as a productive farm helping to feed around 50 families. The tour includes a look at the orchard, caravan farm gate, chicken and duck areas, and shade house, and Brett talks about what brought him and his family to this complete change of lifestyle – in which they are thriving.



Monday, June 17, 2019

EMILY DICKINSON - “Hope”

Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all,

And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.

I’ve heard it in the chillest land,
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me.

Sunday, June 16, 2019

BOBBY SEALE

We’re hip to the fact that Superman never saved no black people. You got that?

Saturday, June 15, 2019

W. S. MERWIN - “Hölderlin at the River”

The ice again in my sleep as it was following someone
 it thought was me in the dark and I recognized its white
                                                                              tongue
it held me in its freezing radiance until I
 was the only tree there and I broke and carried
my limbs down through dark rocks calling to the summer
 where are you where will you be how could I have missed you
gold skin the still pond shining under the eglantines
 warm peach hanging in my palm at noon among flowers
all the way I was looking for you and I had nothing to show
 until the last day of the world then far below I could see
the great valley as night fell the one ray withdrawing
 like the note of a horn and afterwards black wind took
all I knew but here is the foreign morning with its clouds
 sailing on water beyond the black trembling poplars
the sky breathless around its blinding fire and the white flocks
 in water meadows on the far shore are flowing past their
silent shepherds only once now I hear the hammer
 ring on the anvil and where I cannot see it
a bird of the ice is singing of its own country
 if any of this remains it will not be me


Friday, June 14, 2019




A tour of Purple Pear Farm in New South Wales, Australia, a permaculture and biodynamic farm with rotating tractor domes over mandala garden beds, pigs, chooks, and some great philosophy. Mark and Kate run a small CSA (community supported agriculture) offering veggie boxes to their local community.

They dream not of growing ever bigger and bigger and controlling the market for veggies in their region, but rather of staying small and supporting other vegetable growers to initiate similar projects, or even to join theirs, so that everyone in the community is eating well and living well. Now there’s a vision to be inspired by!



EMILY CARROLL from Through the Woods

Oh, but you must travel through those woods again and again, said a shadow at the window. And you must be lucky to avoid the wolf every time. But the wolf. The wolf only needs enough luck to find you once.

THE LAST MOVIE

Dennis Hopper
USA, 1971

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Thursday, June 13, 2019

MATEO SOL from "How to Embrace Being a Lone Wolf and Walk Your OWN Path"

A lone wolf is typically defined as a person (or animal) who prefers to spend time alone rather than being in a group. However, here lone wolf refers to a person who has listened to their calling and has left behind their old life, thus rendering them alone or alienated from others. We all possess an inner wolf that thirsts for freedom, truth, and authenticity. If we seek to live a meaningful life, if we want to fulfill our destiny, it’s our job to listen to that inner wolf and embrace our sacred wild nature.

SVAHA - THE SIXTH FINGER

Jae-hyun Jang
Korea, 2019



From The Judge magazine, 1920.

Wednesday, June 12, 2019


BEN DOWNING - “The Weather”

A scattering of mind (like rain
flung out small and squalled
against the random panes
attention turns to in its hunt
for some lasting fascination
that will hold its gaze and not allow
a second scene to come and slide
its heart away) is hard to stay
and even harder to abide.





Tuesday, June 11, 2019

SUN BUER - “Refining the Spirit“

The relic from before birth
Enters one’s heart one day.
Be as careful as if you were holding a full vessel,
Be as gentle as if you were caressing an infant.
The gate of earth should be shut tight,
The portals of heaven should be first opened.
Wash the yellow sprouts clean,
And atop the mountain is thunder shaking the earth.

Monday, June 10, 2019


HUNGARIAN PEASANT SONGS, SZ. 100
Béla Bartók, 1933

Iván Fischer
Budapest Festival Orhestra

STAR BLACK - “Twilit”

Moving away from rattled towns,
gaining, as a bird in a dishwasher,
an altered view, the owlish lakefronts
with their punch-clock crews

seem less luckless, the lunch-pail
chatter less dim; even recess seems pleasant.
Schoolmates from the third grade call
and nothing since matters,

you leap into kerosene waters
and swim, leaving the nervous talons
on a perch. The past doesn’t hurt,
the past is divine, everyone

the same age at the same time.
Moving is a white lie, a soft arrow.

SYMPHONY NO. 4
Gustav Mahler

Christoph von Dohnanyi
Dawn Upshaw, The Cleveland Orchestra

Sunday, June 9, 2019

SAMUEL R. DELANY from The Jewels of Aptor

Dictators during the entire history of this planet have used similar techniques. By not letting the people of their country know what conditions existed outside their boundaries, they could get the people to fight to stay in those conditions. It was the old adage: Convince a slave that he’s free, and he will fight to maintain his slavery.
ДахаБраха
Шлях 
-
DakhaBrakha
THE PATH
 

Saturday, June 8, 2019

SAMUEL BECKETT from The Unnamable

Method or no method I shall have to banish them in the end, the beings, things, shapes, sounds and lights with which my haste to speak has encumbered this place.


SUSPIRIA
Dario Argento
Italy, 1977

Friday, June 7, 2019


Jeanne Moreau & Miles Davis
on the set of Ascenseur pour l’échafaud, 1957



HUEY NEWTON

During those long years in Oakland public schools, I did not have one teacher who taught me anything relevant to my own life or experience. Not one instructor ever awoke in me a desire to learn more or to question or to explore the worlds of literature, science, and history.

All they did was try to rob me of the sense of my own uniqueness and worth, and in the process nearly killed my urge to inquire.

Thursday, June 6, 2019


84 CHARING CROSS ROAD
David Jones
UK, 1986
DŌGEN 

Life and death are of supreme importance.
Time swiftly passes by and opportunity is lost. Each of us should strive to awaken.
Take heed that you do not squander your life.

NONDUALITY IN BUDDHISM AND BEYOND
David R. Loy
Wisdom Reprints, 2019

Wednesday, June 5, 2019

SAMUEL BECKETT from Waiting for Godot

All I know is that the hours are long, under these conditions, and constrain us to beguile them with proceedings which—how shall I say—which may at first sight seem reasonable, until they become a habit. You may say it is to prevent our reason from foundering. No doubt. But has it not long been straying in the night without end of the abyssal depths? That’s what I sometimes wonder. You follow my reasoning?

Tuesday, June 4, 2019

MILO DE ANGELIS - "The Window"

In the hotel
room, behind the curtains
that show a subdued square
for the first time
“I would only like to repeat, you know, nothing else”
this afternoon
it’s impersonal, does not apply to anyone
does not select, is already a land
full of guests, who complete
its started work
in someone else
as that bridge stays there
calm, no longer
what unites two banks.
Translated by Lawrence Venuti.

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Monday, June 3, 2019



NICHIREN

Suffer what there is to suffer. Enjoy what there is to enjoy. Regard both suffering and joy as facts of life.

Sunday, June 2, 2019

ALDOUS HUXLEY on “the often horrible fooleries of religion and magic”

You never see animals going through the absurd and often horrible fooleries of religion and magic … Dogs do not ritually urinate in the hope of persuading heaven to do the same and send down rain. Asses do not bray a liturgy to cloudless skies. Nor do cats attempt, by abstinence from cat’s meat, to wheedle the feline spirits into benevolence. Only man behaves with such gratuitous folly. It is the price he has to pay for being intelligent but not, as yet, quite intelligent enough.

Saturday, June 1, 2019


THE MAN WITH THE GOLDEN ARM
Otto Preminger
USA, 1956


(English title: RAMPANT)

ELEANOR ROOSEVELT

One’s philosophy is not best expressed in words; it is expressed in the choices one makes.