ONE NAKED FARMER (1NF)

Thursday, June 22, 2023

NINA LACOUR

"You Know Me Well"

____________________

No son of mine, Lord.

No son of mine!

Beat beat beat

You try to beat it out of me

Belt it out of me

Heartless heart

Beat beating

You think you can bruise me

Out of being

Bruise it out of me

When you belt it beat it

Try to break it-

Try to break the thing you cannot break

Because I carry it so deep inside

No beat of yours no belt of yours

Will ever come close.

You try to beat it out of me

Belt it out of me

Belt me into buckling

Beat me into heartstopping

Stop hurting

Trying so hard

You say you'll kill me to save me

Kill the me inside of me

Beat it belt it but it

Just won't budge.

Not for you.

I know

You can't stay in this room forever

I know

We can't stay in this room forever

You beat me belt me to get to me

But you'll never get to me

Not the me me heartbeat me.

I am saving it.

I am saving it for tonight

I am saving it for you right there

And you over there.

I am saving it for

Every you with a me deep inside.

Now that I've left that room

Out into the world as big

As a billion rooms

I have saved me

Yes, I have saved me

Constructed of words and hurt

And the glass self I've protected

All this time

To get to this one of a billion rooms

This room tonight.

Beat beat beat

I have found my own beat

My own pitter-patter

My own sis-boom-bah!

Beat beat beat

I belt it out

Song sung strong

Stung song

Tongue song

Back from being

Bitten back

Some songs sung

beg to be carried home.

This song sings

To be carried far and wide.

Beat beat beat-

The sound it brings

Is the sound of wings.

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SOME QUOTES

MARGARET ATWOOD

Stupidity is the same as evil if you judge by the results.

DOROTHY ALLISON

If it’s true, I have the absolute right to terrify you with it.

CHRISTOPHER HITCHENS

I am absolutely convinced that the main source of hate in the world is religion and organized religion. Absolutely convinced of that. And I think it should be - religion - treated with ridicule, hatred, and contempt.

So when I say that I think religion poisons everything, I’m not just doing what publishers like and coming up with a provocative subtitle. I mean to say it infects us in our most basic integrity.

It says we can’t be moral without “Big Brother,” without a totalitarian permission. It means we can’t be good to one another without this. It means we must be afraid.

We must also be forced to love someone whom we fear - the essence of sado-masochism, the essence of abjection, the essence of the Master/Slave relationship. And that it knows death is coming, and can’t wait to bring it on.

I say that is Evil.

And though I do, some nights, stay home, I enjoy more the nights when I go out and fight against this ultimate wickedness and this ultimate stupidity.

JACK LONDON

The proper function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time living.

ROBERT A. HEINLEIN

A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, and die gallantly. Specialization is for insects.

STEPHEN BATCHELOR

It has taken four billion years of evolution to generate this kind of organism with this kind of brain, and yet we wake up in the morning and feel bored. How extraordinary it is to be here at all!

DOROTHY PARKER

Beauty is only skin deep, but ugly goes clean to the bone.

URSULA K. LE GUIN

There’s no right answer to the wrong question. Now what do we do?

CARL SAGAN

I have a foreboding of an America in my children’s or grandchildren’s time – when the United States is a service and information economy; when nearly all the manufacturing industries have slipped away to other countries; when awesome technological powers are in the hands of a very few, and no one representing the public interest can even grasp the issues.

When the people have lost the ability to set their own agendas or knowledgeably question those in authority; when, clutching our crystals and nervously consulting our horoscopes, our critical faculties in decline, unable to distinguish between what feels good and what’s true, we slide, almost without noticing, back into superstition and darkness.

The dumbing down of America is most evident in the slow decay of substantive content in the enormously influential media, the 30 second sound bites - now down to 10 seconds or less - lowest common denominator programming, credulous presentations on pseudoscience and superstition, but especially a kind of celebration of ignorance.

MARGARET MEAD

It seems to me very important to continue to distinguish between two evils. It may be necessary temporarily to accept a lesser evil, but one must never label a necessary evil as good.